Life is changing...

Its amazing how God works in such mysterious ways!  So fun to be able to trace back all the things that have gone on in my life and see where each little thing built up to something new and wonderful.  I met a man years ago and had no idea what he would eventually mean to me.  He over the past year or so has become one of my best friends, the should i would cry on about the stupid men in my life or the heart ache or obstacles my family was going through...he would take care of me when i was sick, without even complaining...he wanted to be there for me, take care of me, protect me, just be with me and spend time with me, laugh with me.  Over time he became more than this wonderful friend to me, he was a man that I wanted to be with, to share my daily life with, to have holding me, and me holding him...my feelings started to evolve into...a crush haha.  Little did I know that he had liked me for a year and I had already effected his wonderful heart.  Well now he has definitely captured mine.  Matt is this wonderful man, living by his faith in God, loving his family and friends and through him God has brought such a renewed sense of blessing to my life.  I am unbelievable happy to have his support, his love, his friendship, his affection, his company, his respect and am happy to give him my heart.  I trust him even with all the fears and insecurities that my past has put in me, I know God will take care of us and guide us where he wants us to go together.  I am incredibly lucky to have found such a man...to think all this time he was right under my nose and I never even knew it.  Funny how that happens haha.